Every year is rougher than the last.

Fuuuuuuck ( Read more... )

Rabbit has lump on neck. Vet ASAP. Am not handling well.

So, upon being asked what plans were for a weekend with Monday off work, I said the following: "Have set realistic expectation of laundry, and figuring out a way to not feel like shooting myself in the head on Tuesday ( Read more... )

I started attempting to write poetry within the constraints of twitter's character limit. No, it wasn't intentional at first and I have no idea why I'm continuing ( Read more... )

For the sake of keeping track-
Dad's mom is having heart valves replaced Monday.
Mom's dad still isn't recovering from infection and has no interest in food. Spoke on the phone like he'd never talk to me again.

I should probably not go to work next week and make plans to visit both of them before that opportunity is gone, if it's even still there.

I clicked through Facebook photos I was tagged in, and hit a video. I didn't even know you could post those or tag people in them.
This thing has been there for years and I have never seen it.

One minute and 46 seconds. Friends knocking at my door. A brief look around my apartment in Santa Barbara, and Bon Iver's Re:Stacks blaring over soft mariachi ( Read more... )

Looking.
Need to have more velocity.

(Probably mentioned prior, told boss's boss I would be looking for a new job.)

This potential project is a total shit show, the kind of thing where everyone says "this is impossible" and we decide "we'll make it happen!"
They know I love a challenge.
So they ask if I'd consider staying, to take on this project. ( Read more... )

I sat down with my boss's boss again. (The last time was a month ago- and I basically reiterated that my boss had no integrity, couldn't be trusted, that she's embarrassing and gives our organization a bad name)

This time, I said that I'm never going to be able to adjust my expectations to allow myself to output what I perceive to be a substandard ( Read more... )

My day has been very sloth-like and wasteful. I did a lot of gardening late yesterday, had a seriously stressful and anxious evening where I nearly cut off my hair (which is now past my ribs, I haven't cut it significantly in more than two years) on account of spiders. I passed out really early (8pm?) and woke up an hour later and tried to go back ( Read more... )